January: In the
midnight hour it began as it has many times before with the roaring
sound, bursts of white light, and the vibration. They
have become more intense. Parts of my body disappear, my teeth
feel like they will shatter at any moment. But I hold on for
the ride and this time finally reach my destination. After all
the sound, vibration, and bursts of light, I found myself in a
large dark room like a warehouse with a forty foot or
greater ceiling. No one was physically present and yet
there were hundreds whispering to me all at once. I felt and
knew that I had arrived at a state of being that I would
call a "matrix revelation" where you suddenly realize the
ultimate truth of being. I was lying on my back and saw what
looked like a giant movie screen rippling in and out of the darkness
above me. It eventually stretched out and came into
focus. The image on the large screen looked just like the
menu for a DVD movie. The play button was highlighted, music
started playing and a voice said, "Congratulations, you've finally
arrived." I was about to "intent" the play button
when my dog sensed the energy at play, moved in his
space next to me and cut the "stream".
In numerology the address of the home I
live in adds up to the number one. I was led to purchase
a different home until the deal fell through from my
side. It was then that I realized that it also added up to the
number one. Now I've been offered another chance and this one
too just happens to add up to the number one.
Light rolled across my vision like
lightning traveling through the clouds. I felt pressure
being applied to the bottoms of my feet. It felt like big,
warm hands. I felt energy surging through my body and knew I
was in the hands of angels.
February: Again, the flashing
lights, roaring sound and vibration come. I split my
attention and found half myself standing at the window, the
front lawn and trees were being diced by rapidly moving beams of
light. I looked to the sky and felt my attention pull
back.
She took her life and I asked to
understand it. I felt my mind shift gears, felt it move into
an absolute resolve of suicide, felt the trap
close. I was
"locked in" for just a moment, just long enough to understand
the finality of it. There was nothing else, only this one
singular purpose. It was one of the most certain thoughts I'd
ever experienced. My mind felt as if it was no longer my
own. I was in pain unlike any physical pain I'd endured.
My mind was in pain. There was a very thin line, only a
moment between thought and action. I knew that
I was two levels below the third dimension when the moment
lifted. My question had been answered all too well.
We are being prepared, all our
bodies. All that may need repaired or attended to during
and after the "tribulation" or "changes" is being addressed at
present. Most crucial services and
items will be both sparse or unavailable during and after the
crest of the changes. Ask your angels to help
prepare all your "bodies" (mental, physical, spiritual,
emotional) and meet all your needs.
March: An odd month overall.
A month of struggle, obstacles, and darkness. Feels like I'm
going through a big shift and all my senses are
overloaded.
April: I found myself in a time
stream. I noticed that just with intention I could move
forward or backward to any given time or date. But I was
unprepared, confused, and wasn't sure what date and time I entered the
stream. I backed off, relaxed, and found myself back in the
present.
She popped into my head. Visions of
our times together flashed before me like a life review. I
felt her worth and kindness. I felt she had passed over.
The next morning a phone call confirmed it.
I kept waking up. Each time I would
look at the clock. The first time it was nearly six am.
The second time it was nearly five am. The third time it was nearly four am. The fourth time it was nearly six am again and I decided to
get up.
May: A very quiet month. The
flashes of light have changed lately. Now they
pulse.
June: I'd just closed my eyes when
she approached me in a dream-like vision. She wasn't dressed
in earthly attire. Even her hair was unusual, I thought.
Then, with her right hand, she touched the top of my head and I went
limp. She withdrew and my body twitched from energy
surges. I started to regain some control and started to
approach her. But the vision faded.
July: Again, I'd just closed my
eyes when something caught my attention. It was
suspended there at some distance. But before I could make
out what it was it flew straight into my right
eye. All I could notice was that it had black and
white markings and felt that it was an insect, possibly a
wasp. My right side, masculine side, was spiritually
being tended to.
It was a dream but just one of many the
last few months that would wake me up with concern. I was near
the ocean and at considerable height from the beach. The water
below began to get rough. Soon the level began to rise.
In less than a minute the ocean level raised about thirty feet and
swept away everything on the cliff where I was standing.
I closed my eyes and immediately saw a
tall, arched hallway with beautiful columns. There was no end
to its length. When I focused my attention on it my ears would
fill with a buzzing sound. I made several attempts to enter
before the vision faded.
August: The summer races by.
The tremors are back. I barely feel them and others don't
notice them at all.
September: I allow my mind to stay
more active lately. Closing my eyes and quieting my mind
brings up vision after vision and most are not that
pleasant.
October: The flashes of light
continue to change. This month they tend to steadily get
brighter and move across my vision. One evening the light
stopped in the center of my vision before exploding into a large
screen. It broke my concentration and disappeared before
images could play across it.
The timelines went down on the 17th when
the violet ray came through. This would collapse time
and magnify manifestations considerably.
November: They often come while I'm
on the edge of sleep. I saw her approaching, felt my throat
tightening. She held the energy at my throat for nearly a
minute before she backed away. I woke up and my throat began
to relax.
December: Gifts don't always need
to be a surprise. A few surprises get past me, wrapped and
unwrapped.
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