Yes, love will heal anything but your husband
feels very distant
from you at the moment. He feels too distant to pull back
in. Your husband is searching outside of himself for something
that he can't find within. This will be the case for many
years and from relationship to relationship. It's not about
you. It's about his own inner struggle. No one can
provide his needs. In a way, it has always been "too late" for
your marriage. This is exhibited by the affairs. He is
not abandoning you. He is abandoning himself.
Sure, you can put a lot of energy into reclaiming him or what
you had together if that is what you choose to do. But his
"issue" will still be there. He will still need more.
Understand that you are being given a doorway to your own
spiritual growth and inner healing. You are looking for a
sense of purpose and you will find it and feel the freedom in
it. Carry on and look into the work with children. See
how different it makes you feel. Give yourself some
credit for desiring a purpose in your life. Your spiritual
purpose is where your true happiness is. You desperately want
your marriage, but in truth you desperately want to embrace who you
are.
...What happened to a recent guy I was seeing?
He is a bit of a pill. He has an attitude.
It's not really about you. He just doesn't have ANY
tolerance. It's his way or no way. He doesn't show it
outwardly so much. But inside it's like finger nails on a
chalkboard. It's just who he is. It would be difficult
to please him because you'd seldom know why he's being offish.
He has a very kind and gentle side but it can change without notice
and over seemingly nothing. And that is what you have now.
...Will I find love?
You are already surrounded by love. But yes, you will
have THE love. Decide what and who you really need in your
life and then daydream of it every day. And before you
know it you will be living it. You need to focus on this as
the love of your life is scattered energetically. You have not
made the necessary "commitment" to "solidify" him and connect with
him energetically. In other words, you can't find one
another.
You have much to offer. Be sure to express yourself
freely. Express who you really are.
...Where is my relationship going with my lover of 1.5
years?
Okay, You aren't quite settled. You are still looking for
something as if it will just fall out of the sky. And
sometimes it does! But you're not sure what it is you
want. You just know that you need something.
Your lover is way laid back--almost indifferent. He
doesn't appear to have any strong ambitions. It looks and
feels like the relationship will stay the course it is on. It
feels pretty much "as is" with no major bumps or dips. At
least, none that either of you will care much about. It
doesn't feel like a soul mate relationship. It appears to be
more of a resting place for the both of you--a kind of "time out"
until the next relationship.
There is an ideal relationship for you in the future. He
is very nurturing, warm, and knows what he wants. Your
lover has an eye on someone from the past. Interestingly,
that fits in with his lack of ambition as she poses no threat to his
personality.
...Is my friendship with J.S. going to develop into a long
term love connection? I can't figure out the nature of the
unfoldment.
I'm not getting any strong attraction there with J. He
stays just out of reach. If you've ever played with magnets
and felt how they will some times repel---that is the feeling I get
from J. He comes so far and it feels strong and it feels like
he's gonna connect but at the last step he repels, he
slides away. He's aware that he is this way with people but he
doesn't really acknowledge it. Love and intimacy have
proven unsafe for him. Still, you are one of the few people he
has met that he feels safe with. He just doesn't trust it
yet. Your openness is attractive. There is nothing to
hide there, nothing that might harm.
I also get that he has a crush on someone unattainable.
This allows him to have a big romance in his head, sustaining his
desires and his distance.
Career
...I am at a lost when it comes to what career
I should chose. What career should I do in my
life?
I see that you are gifted at detail work.
You are very good with your hands and can easily use them in
manipulating small things. But you are not limited to using
your hands. The ability to do detail work is akin to be being
a perfectionist. So, anything that requires something to be
"just so" will work for you, like a wedding planner--for
instance or a stage manager. You're not this way with
everything in your life, just certain things.
The trick with any career is to do what you
really love to do otherwise you're not really living for
yourself. You're living FOR someone else. Do what
makes you happy even if it's a dream you've dreamed for
years.
...Is there a certain job or career I'm
supposed to be doing this lifetime?
What you have is the possibility for varied interests so any
one thing never seems to quite satisfy you. Another aspect is
that you are something of an explorer, picking up bits of
information as you go. Both characteristics may have you
feeling strung out and unfocused at times. Just remember that
it is part of your process and go with the flow. Getting
frazzled with yourself will only create confusion. Think of it
as an adventure every single day.
There doesn't appear to be any one career that will satisfy
you. What you can do is look at the things you really enjoy
doing and find a career in them. Hobbies, interests are a
good place to look, for example.
There is a sense of freedom in all of this that is an envy for
the "norm" out there. See the benefits in your situation, see
it as a plus and it will all shift in attitude and
perspective. Make it fun and your life will be
beautiful daily.
...We all are put here on earth to fulfill a purpose. I am
at a crossroads and do not know what my purpose in life for a career
is?
Yes, you do feel at a crossroads. In truth, it doesn't
matter what you do for a career as your destiny will catch up with
you. If you can afford to do what it is that you really want
to do then do it. Really it is about taking the step and then
keep walking. Whenever we stop to think about what we should
do we loose our connection with spirit. Best to follow the
bread crumbs that spirit is putting before us to lead us down our
path. One door always opens to another so, don't judge the
first door.
I get that you just need to move. I do see and feel that
a position on the ground is in favor. Still, what job
you take feels immaterial to the act of motion. Life will lead
you where you need to be. Just let go and trust the higher
source. Go where you feel led, not where you think you need to
be. And understand that you are already fulfilling your
destiny, in part, through your actions.
...Any guidance in career options for
me would be most appreciated?
You have great potential. I can feel within you an inner
drive to excel and succeed in most anything you want. You
just aren't letting it out. It's as if you have all
these attributes within you but no outlet for them.
I'm also an artist and I'm always coming up with creative ideas
but not enough time to do all of them so, I need to be
selective or nothing gets done.
This is similar to your position in that you are qualified in
many areas. It's just a matter of you deciding what it is you
really want to do and then go for it. You've got what it takes
to accomplish it within you.
.
The images I get for you most or consistently are desk
positions. So, you appear to have lots of options. It's
just a matter of choice for you. A good position to be in and
one I seldom see in folks.
...Do you see me writing any books and getting
published?
Yes, I do see you writing. You have a lot of "info"
or subject matter to put out there. You have several books
"scattered" around in thoughts and such. But it feels like it
all reaches a certain point then drops off. Doesn't feel like
it makes it to the published stage. It's like getting ready
for and excited about a dream vacation and then it is canceled
at the last moment.
This feels more like it is by your own hand than by a
publisher. You reach a certain point then pull away.
But, like anything else in our lives, we can choose whatever
outcome we want through sheer intent. So, don't ever
give up your dreams.
Pets
...I would like to know
why he will not learn the phrases I try to teach
him?
Yes, he is a peculiar bird. It's as if he is in his
own little world. It's not that he doesn't want to please you.
He just doesn't appear to have the ambition for it. He
is capable though. He's something of a worry wart. He
has a lot of energy around his head and very little in his body.
In other words, he keeps himself preoccupied with thoughts.
And there is the main reason why you have trouble with him
learning phrases.
I had a little chat with him and did some energy work on
him. He feels more balanced and acts surprised that he doesn't
have to think and worry all the time. His mind feels "sharper"
now and eager to "be" another way. He also appears to have
more energy. Yes, you should see or feel a difference in him
now and have better luck getting him to focus enough to teach him
some phrases. He seems eager now to do that.
...my dog is really sick and he is probably going to die...
Yes, he does feel like he is slipping away. Feels like he
is more on the other side than this side. He keeps pulling
away from me when I try to bring him in to get more
information. One advantage with his distance is that he
doesn't appear to be in pain. When I bring him in I feel pain
in my head before he pulls away.
Animals don't have the attachment to life and physical form
like we do. He will be fine with moving on if he makes that
choice. His aura (energy field) suggest that he is on the
edge. It is very bright, peaceful, and strong.
(note: He passed within two hours of this reading.)
...any insight you can offer will be very
welcome...
What I got when I looked in on her is
that she has simply given up. She doesn't want to
continue and will allow any "disturbance" to disrupt her body.
There was just no will there to continue.
When I brought her in she looked fine then
suddenly collapsed. I want to say that she is sad, that
her heart is broken, that she is depressed. But those
words just don't seem to grasp the severity of her condition.
I've never seen an animal like this. It is difficult
for me to even say all this. But this is what I saw in
her. She was difficult to reach in this
state--she wouldn't respond. She was comfortable
with me though. Whatever act or course brought her to this
condition is buried deep.
As I worked on her she slowly came around and stood. I
helped her to convey memories of happier times. She had a few
glitches in her energy field which I "drained". The one spot
that showed up the most was her mouth and jaw. There is
something there that she was trying to show me or tell me.
When I asked questions I just kept getting the image of her mouth
and teeth.
I've called in lots of angels and elementals to keep her
surrounded in healing light. She does appear to feel much
better than she did when I first brought her energy in. The
light beings will stay with her.
Dreams
...The fish tank was filled with
cool water this time, and there was an opening in the back to the
tank and all the water slowly drained from the tank until it was
empty.
Sometimes we confine our spirituality back to the
fish tank in hopes of defining it or controlling it but there is
always a hole in our plan. Spirituality cannot be
contained. The fish are meant to swim openly without
water. Trying to define your spiritual abilities will only
limit them. Simply accept that you have
them.
It's not that you've had a setback or that you
haven't grown. You are merely trying to put it all in a
definition to which there is none. It's all about acceptance
and trust. It's about a willingness to flow with the
stream of spirituality. Just keep this in mind and be
willing. We always come up against our own currents.
Just recognize it and continue to flow without
resistance.
...My question is regarding a dream I had
about a new friend...
She has very high energy. By high I mean clear,
almost angelic. She has very few issues to resolve. She
feels like a physical guardian angel to you. There is
definitely a spiritual bond there. It can be called a soul
mate bond.
We have several soul mates. They come to us as friends,
lovers, or even an acquaintance we'll never forget.
Appears you still have one that will come into your life in the
future. Meeting up with our soul mates generally shifts our
lives dramatically.
Count your blessings as most people are unaware of their soul
mates. Spirit has shown you yours because you need to be made
aware.
Once you fully trust the impressions you receive,
spirit will truly fill your life with wonder.
...I dreamed last night that a friend of mine asked me to
marry him.
He is a nice guy. He feels a bit "out there",
meaning he's not quite solid or a complete person. He doesn't
have it all together but he's a fine individual.
The "marriage" isn't pertaining to it's traditional
meaning. It is a marriage of an idea, or something that you
both mutually agree upon. It's a spiritual contract, not a
physical one. Many of us have such contracts on the spirit
plane. This particular one feels like an
acknowledgment between the two of you on a certain
matter.
...I go ask my dad who lives next door for help and he
says, "I don't fight anymore"...
The gist of your
dream deals with lack of support. Some have the upper hand and
others don't care at all. So, it's up to you.
On the physical plane you have little support. In other
words, don't depend on it. However you do have support on the
spiritual level--just ask for it.
The dream is pretty much telling you how you feel. If you
can change your perspective on the situation and see yourself in a
strong position then it will come about and you won't feel so
helpless anymore. The key is believing in yourself and
trusting in a higher source. It's not about gaining control so
much as it is about recognizing that no one has control over
you.
...strangely enough the last three nights of dreams
have been rather explicit about sex...
What I get with the dreams is mostly a lack of
acceptance. You're being shown the extreme sexual experience
in order to help you be comfortable with the less extreme sexual
experience. In other words, the dreams are trying to soften
you up as far as what you term as "decent". The dreams are
telling you that sexual freedom isn't obscene. You take your
"sexual expression" into the corner when it would be healthier
to have it out in the open. It's more about being
expressive than it is about being an exhibitionist.
And more...
...Where is my life going?
Your life can go anywhere you want it to. At the moment
you are waiting. Waiting for a sign or direction but there is
nothing there. All you have to do is take one step on faith
and without looking back. It doesn't matter what
direction. What matters is the movement. You need to
start moving. Start something new or do that "thing" that
you've thought about doing. Just start moving. Once you
do, a whole new you and a whole new life will unfold. You just
need to take the first step to get the energy flowing. It will
make all the difference in your life. Just do it. Don't
think about it. Just go.
...Do you know of any way I could
contact him (deceased) to get a message? I intend on joining
him soon, as I cannot continue on here without him.
We speak with our
hearts and where love is there is always communication. Words
don't express what true love is, it is felt. This is what you
shared with your fiancee and is common among soulmates. It's
not that he needs to hear what you feel is left unexpressed.
Because he is in a place where all is known. The verbal
communication is simply for your benefit and healing. Trust
that he knows what is in your heart. Trust that he will hear
your words. Just talk to him. He already knows what is
in your heart. He will hear your words. You don't need a
verbal reply. You can feel him and that is a form of
communication. Once you believe what I am telling you and
release your pain you will feel him stronger than ever. Love
has no boundaries.
We all must leave when it is our time. It
isn't your time to leave. Your fiancee will always be with
you, is even closer to you now than before. He is with you
now and can hear anything you have to say to him. All is
understood from his side. There is nothing left unsaid.
We communicate at much deeper levels than verbal. Please trust
what I am saying. You will heal in time. Give yourself
time and let go of your regrets.
...When will I be able to retire and begin my
journey for enlightenment?
One never retires on the road to
enlightenment. You have been on the journey all your
life. When one makes a conscious choice to trust spirit and
believe in the impossible does enlightenment really unfold.
And this is what my apprentices are discovering. There is no
end to the enlightenment road. You have been on it through all
your life times. But being aware of it shows great
progress.
You see, the choice really becomes your own.
You may retire anytime you choose and the universe will support
you. You may consciously, with intent and will, choose
enlightenment now.
So, when will you be able to retire and begin your
journey towards enlightenment? When ever you like. One
is not dependent upon the other. And, in truth, you are
already there. Retirement surely isn't holding you back.
Think of retirement as retiring your belief systems.
..How is L.
doing?
He appears to be
fine. Not very active--kinda contemplative. Feels like
he hasn't a direction in mind but doesn't appear to be overly
concerned about it. Feels peaceful. Looks relaxed.
Almost seems as if he doesn't have any choice but to be in this
"state". Appears to be patiently waiting "it" out.
There doesn't appear to be any reference for his
whereabouts. It's as if he won't reveal his location which is
not uncommon and his choice. He won't give any clues but I
have asked him to consider your concerns.
He has not moved on which doesn't
mean that he isn't in a good place. That is how it is with
such (violent) exits sometimes. Thankfully he is in a peaceful
way and place. If you can go to the scene of his passing and
ask him to go to the light (he sits in darkness) it will make a
difference. He may listen to you. And ask deceased loved
ones to reach out from the other side to help you and guide him
home. He just sits there in the darkness and won't let me
in.
If you feel you are unable to do this, let me
know. I will join forces with a few friends and do our
best to persuade him.
...If my weight gain isn't related to the
thyroid, can you tell me what is causing it?
Here's what I get and it's
interesting. I find no strong physical, mental, or
emotional reason for the weight gain. Looking further, I see
that you have a timeline out of balance, showing me that it is a
past life issue causing the gain in weight. There was a time
when I went through the past life and helped clear up the
issue. Now I just "mend" the timeline. To put it
plainly, you are not going to starve in this lifetime. Not a
big issue with you---more of an unconscious "assurance". Just
a little fear of letting go. Your timelines look pretty clear,
by the way. If some people appear or feel "twisted" to you,
then you are picking up on their timelines.
You will get your slim body back. You never
really lost it. You just covered it up to protect yourself
which is no longer necessary. The rest of the timeline falls
on your shoulders. In other words, let go of the
past.
...I sometimes receive strange sensations and
I am unable to identify them?
You are picking up on what is around you. It
is common to be unable to identify them. In time you will be
able to identify them by their repetitive feeling. Energy
has it's own way of trying to communicate with us and the
"language" can be different for each individual. It will
try to reach you in a way you'll understand. And
sometimes it is just a gift coming your way.
Talk to it when you feel it coming
in. Most times you can ask all sorts
of questions that will be followed by other odd
sensations.
I get mostly that spirit is communicating with
you. As long as you remain open to to the communication
it will keep coming. You can also ask for further explanations
through your dreams.
It's not a specific message that is trying to be
conveyed to you. It's more like a ground work of "definitions"
for upcoming understandings.
Just play with it. Try to pick up on things
on your own instead of waiting for them to come to you.
Material objects, people, and places are easy to "tune" in
to.
...What is my life's purpose in this
incarnation?
The fact is, you are living your life
purpose. Every individual's life purpose is
significant even when it doesn't appear so. For some, it
may be a single event or an event that spurs their life
purpose. Others still, live it on a continual basis and it's
not quite as apparent. That is your case. While it may
seem simple, it is not. For you continually contribute on a
daily basis and most often "behind the scenes". So, for you,
it is simply living and trusting that you are carrying out your
mission. In a way you have it made because you are already
there.
...My main health concern is chronic
insomnia...
The first thing I get is that you are really moving forward and
that is fine. The trick is to remain grounded while you are
moving which requires some presence. All your energy appears
to be in front of you. Try feeling all around you. For
instance, can you feel and focus on your spine? And so
on.
Sleep with petrified wood (get it from pet store) and obsidian
at your feet (between mattress and box spring). And before you
go to sleep tell all those of the highest light that it is fine if
you work together (or not) while you sleep but you need to feel
rested and good in the morning. What happens is we get so
stretched out spiritually that it places stress on the
physical/emotional. It's just a matter of balance and
acceptance/trust.
Some things come to me symbolically and I don't much
question them as I rarely see the same thing on two people.
You have a lot of energy in front of you. It's about a foot in
front of you and shaped very much like a vertical pole. It
does appear to be something of a shield
and holds a tremendous amount of energy. It is solid
white light and makes the front of your body very energetic and
tingly while leaving your backside feeling lifeless. It feels
like an imbalance but more as if you are focusing on something ahead
of you instead of in the present. It appears to be the
dominant feature and why I asked your guides to assist. Later
when I check in again I'll see if there has been any changes and
proceed from there.
This energy may be serving a purpose so I enlist the help of
your guides before I go further. It may just be a shift you
are going through and I wouldn't want to interrupt that. Think
of yourself standing in front of a lighted fluorescent tube and
you'll have the picture.
Your timelines are way out of balance and weak so, I'm
looking at that too. It's like everything behind you is in
flux and everything in front of you is solid and sharp.
Still, I don't sense any need for alarm.
(Later) The energy field that is in front of you has
subsided to a great extent. You are very focused on this field
and it will be up to you to let go of it. You are giving it
far too much energy. This is something you have
constructed. It is where you want to be and what you want to
be. If you are willing let it go and switch your focus to
"this is where I am and what I am" the energy will dissipate.
You have so much invested in this energy that it leaves you out of
your body and susceptible to etheric influences which incur your
lack of sleep among other bodily functions. It drains
you. I had a similar "construct" in my house but it
was like a garbage disposal of emotions. Once I let it go the
whole house and my energy shifted. These "constructs" are
results of unconscious, creative actions on our part and easily
remedied.
Your timelines are in flux and knotted. This tells
me that any persistent issues you may have are likely related to a
past life and can easily be addressed by visualizing these lines as
being straightened out and filled with green light.
I believe once you let go of the energy field it will be easier
to work on the timelines. I have softened both concerns but
until you let go of the energy field and become solid in
your body they will remain to some extent.
This is just how it is with energy workers. We tend to
complicate our fields as we expand, even though we are doing so much
clearing. As our vibration rises we encounter "unfamiliar"
disturbances. All the more reason to enlist the help of the
arch angels on a daily basis and always trust in spirit.
If this sounds daunting in the least, rest assured that all
will be fine. Just look at it as a few tweaks and
adjustments.
...what is making me sick and how can I heal?
What I first picked up is that you were not in your body.
This alone will set you up for illness. We need to stay in our
bodies and face life, not escape it. We cannot release issues
or shield ourselves unless we remain in our body. The other
part I get from you is an issue of worthiness, a lack of pride in
your sexuality.
It would help for you to state, "This is who I am and I'm
fine." It is safe for you to be in your body and face the
world and SPEAK up for who you are and be PROUD of who you
are.
The areas of your body that caught my attention are your throat
(speak up!), breasts and abdomen (sexuality). Illnesses have a
way of disguising the energetic source.
Just be willing to face your issues so you can release
them. Ask the arch angels for assistance. They are great
at helping.
...I'm feeling so desperate and miserable and I'm not
knowing what is at the root of this.
What is happening is that you are picking up on the world at
large. There is great fear out there and if you have the
slightest fear it will be drawn to you. Great changes and
events will occur shortly and it has everyone on edge. All
that will occur is for a higher purpose and it will require trust,
not fear to get one through the changes.
Place your trust back in spirit. Work with only those of
the highest light, the archangels, and the ascended masters.
This way you're not opening up to just any entity, but a trusted
being. Ask them for help in clearing the feelings and entities
of darkness. And pray to the those of the highest light every
morning and night and put up shields of light as well.
When you trust and flow with spirit you do feel alive and
blissful. Doubt will cast a shadow on it instantly because
"negativity" attracts like and will bring your vibration down
tremendously.
Simply make a choice every minute between fear or love.
Which ever you choose is what you'll receive in any given
minute.
...my apartment feels like it has a weird
energy.
What I'm picking up is a very strong and large energy in your
living space. It's not a being or residue of an event but more
like a portal or doorway. It doesn't feel threatening.
It's just so big and strong that it is throwing everything else out
of balance.
Some clearing techniques are: Sage your apartment,
including corners and closets. Visualize a white tornado
sweeping through your place. Ask the archangels to balance
your apartment.
...how can I finally heal from this skin parasite
problem I've had for several years?
What I'm getting is that it is more an emotional/mental issue
surfacing. Your head appears to be the hot spot. A
physical cause doesn't appear to be present. There's a lot of
trapped energy there (head) that makes it feel swollen.
There is also an imbalance between your male energy and your female
energy. The female energy is lacking and needs boosting to
balance off the male energy.
Some of this may sound new to you. So, here are some
things you can do.
Affirmations: These do help. It is like a prayer
that you repeat often daily.
"I am willing to release any emotion causing these skin
problems."
"I lovingly protect myself with thoughts of joy and
peace. The past is forgiven and forgotten. I am free in
this moment."
"I feel safe to be me."
To boost your female energy you only need to let go of some of
the manly duties and emotions you have and pamper your female
energy. Express your female side. Do something creative,
take bubble baths, get a makeover, whatever you can think of
that is feminine and within your ability.
...I have lost everything. What can I do to
rebuild?
This is becoming quite common. It is, in part, a type of
cleanse. We are changing radically in every way and so is
everything that surrounds us. Before we can move forward we
need to let go. It is exhausting. The changes
are extreme.
This is not an ending but a beginning. In truth,
there are only beginnings. It is important to concentrate on
what you have and what you desire. By concentrating on what
you don't have and what you have lost only keeps that energy around
you, keeps you in that loop. However simplistic this may sound
to you, it is important, a universal law.
Even when it feels like heaven has abandoned us there is a
purpose in what we are going through. Trust and faith are
powerful tools towards empowerment.
...I feel like I am in-between this world and
another. Who am I and what is my purpose
here?
You are different than most. You have the naturally
ability to wander the dimensions with ease. This is where your
skills at hiding come in and why other psychics have trouble
reading you. It also serves as a form of protection for
you. At least you are aware of your "in-between" state.
This is a great gift that will serve you even more later on
when the earth moves into the photon belt and all dimensions will
be visible beyond our lifetime. You will be able to guide
people during that time. For now, you are still learning,
building up your knowledge and energy.
So, it's not about being concerned about how different you are,
it's about being grateful for how unique you are. You ARE
unfolding into who you are and your mission. It's a
lifetime course.
...where have I, my soul, spent most of my time?
The overall theme I get is one of labor. The main
picture I receive as illustration is of you dressed with a
bonnet and long skirt, holding a basket and working in a
field. In a more recent view I see you upright, walking with
confidence and a sense of who you are.
The past appears to have some hindrance on the present in that
you believe only through hard labor can you
achieve. The past experiences provided you with a
strength and endurance though. So the message here is one of
balance. You have the inner fortitude to get the job done
without having to exert yourself.
Water and ships represent freedom to you. For it was on a
ship that you traveled to escape your life of labor. You may
feel a sense of romanticism when you view pastoral scenes and a
sense of new beginnings when you view ocean scenes. But it is
not the act of leaving or arriving that has importance for you
so much as the process in between. Again, this pertains
to balance.
What is important to focus on here is not where you
have been or where you are going but where you are at present.
It is the present moment where all your experiences meet and provide
you with the greatest power towards enlightenment.
For you, it is a matter of recognizing that you already have
everything you need to complete your journey. That recognition
is your mission.
...Did Jesus die on the cross?
If you are bound to and servant to the Written word, then
yes. That is your truth and there is no error in it for
everything serves a purpose.
If you commune with the God within and the deliberately and
long suppressed Divine feminine, then no. He suffered on the
cross but he did not die on the cross.
Understand that we have long been taught to not search out of
nor question the confines of the "organized". Before that
"conditioning" energy came into being there was The
truth. The truth of self empowerment and direct
communion. All other "forms" of truth are
control.
The only truth is "within". Believe in your self worth,
your divinity, and find your answers
there.
